this past week has been crazy. it's been sandwiched between viewing the worlds largest pictures. where do i fit within those large scapes? i hope that i'm not just a minisule dot within the large galaxies or just a speck of grain among millions. i want to shine bright, even if only for me. i don't want to be exhuasted by all the little things and burn into the void. waking up with amazing thought and wonder and beauty will only make everything work alright, i think. i am hopeful. i believe.