yesterday when patrick came over i met him outside, it was dusk, and the mountains that can be seen from my front yard were purple. it was so majestic, i couldn't believe it. we couldn't believe it. there were also three eagles flying togeather overhead. i know this sounds very patriotic, it wasn't. it was awe inspiring.

today's classes were the last classes and they were cancelled. i turned in my final projects and left. it didn't seem like the right kind of ending. i still have one last class left.

the other night, while cuddling, i told patrick that i love him. he said he loves me. he also said he wasn't afraid. not afraid of telling me that or being in love. i asked him if he thought he would be, he said he didn't. earlier in the evening, we were hanging out, actually cuddling as well, and patrick said it surprised him that we can be togeather so much and not be bored with each other or need time apart. i'm not afraid either.

today, my great grandma broke her left leg and right wrist. she unexpectedly walked into the tv that was out of place. she'll be having surgery tomorrow. she's ninety next year. she's pretty amazing.