i've been working on this series a lot, in fact i've been working on it for almost a year and a half. that's a long time, and i feel like the body that i've made has matured a lot. i would like this to be the kind of work that i actually do but i can see it being difficult to obtain work that i will be able to make this normally. it's hard, because i've put so much effort into this and this being my main work at school but i wonder if there actually is a market for me. i wonder if i don't actually shoot "real" enough. i wonder if i should have just gone into something safer. but i love what i do and how i do it. so. the last bit of my time at school will be this. i believe in me.